It seems that most friendships can be easily repaired if it was a good or lengthy friendship, which I’m happy about, as I’ve sorted things out with Jay and glad that I haven’t lost him completely. Petty little things shouldn’t get in the way of good friendships because it really isn’t worth it.

Anyway, as usual, I’ve been doing jack shit apart from sitting on my arse and playing games. Although I’ve nominated tomorrow to be a weekly tidying my room and cleaning clothes day. Also, I’m seriously contemplating surgery for my illness as it bugs the hell out of me and a 19 year old shouldn’t be cooped up inside scared that he could defecate in public spontaneously and make himself feel like a fool.

I’m slowly starting to sort things out yet again, but I need more motivation to do things or else I just think, “Why do I bother?” Any motivation pl0x?

Ash, out