Lol, blogging fail again, not posted in ages.

Okay, so lately I have been quite distant with everyone and I don’t exactly know why, but I know I have. I seem to be neglecting the people who I used to rely on all the time and I’m concerned about what I’m not doing about it. I’m pretty sure everyone has gotten used to me not being around them so I don’t know whether I should make a push to fit back in or to just leave it and stay secluded in my room day after day, for all I know, they probably don’t give two shits any more. I guess that is my fault as I’ve not been putting in the effort or I’ve been making excuses just because I can’t be bothered to get back out there. Although, I guess I should start going back out whenever I can after I’ve finished the three month ‘mandatory’ Skills for work shit at TNG where I had to do landscaping for the entire three months, never in my life have I worked so hard. Then again.. Everyone nowadays is probably too busy.. I did say I’d go visit someone on Tuesday after I’ve signed on, and I’m going to. I just hope thing aren’t going to be awkward..

On other news, I have my new PC which plays recent games quite well and I’m fairly happy about it. Since my Xbox’s laser broke, I’ve been unable to get my fix on the console so I’ve turned to rely on my PC for gaming. Since it broke the games I bought for PC are.. (In order)

• Portal 2 (Pre-Purchase)
• Darksiders
• Aliens Vs Predator
• Audiosurf
• Borderlands Game of the year edition
• Rush
• 1… 2… 3… KICK IT!
• Magicka
• Mass Effect
• and Inside a Star Filled Sky

These games where bought within the last two months and the total paid comes up to: £68.93 And that’s just in the last two months. I’ve been taking PC gaming more seriously and my PC games list that I’ve legitimately bought or earned is bigger than my 360 collection without a doubt. Although I’ve become quite anti-social irl, with online people I don’t stop talking to people, and in all honesty that sometimes gets in the way of me gaming, because I don’t like to ignore people and there are certain people that would get worried if I didn’t speak to them. Hopefully I can sort these things out within the upcoming weeks.

Ash, out.