It has been like, 3 months since I last posted a blog so I’m just gonna post one just because I can.

Lately, I don’t know what the hell I should or could be doing. My illness is getting to the point where I actually can’t risk getting out of the house much and all I have at home is my PC and Xbox, so there isn’t really much I can do apart from them. I mean, yeah, I could just play games all day and all night gathering more achievement points, but do you seriously think I could stick with the same lot of games all day every day and not get bored? Give me a break, damn it!

Apart from that, I’ve recently posted a form out for Disability Living Allowance, which my mother pestered me into sending off for, and I have yet to receive any kind of reply from them right now. Hopefully I should start getting a steady income from that as soon as it goes through, or should I say, if it goes through.

And yet again, I can’t seem to sleep very well lately, either I wake up several times in the night, or I can’t actually get to sleep until stupid o’clock and get like 2 or 3 hours sleep. I have no idea why that is though. My emotions have been skyrocketing and then falling back down faster than an anvil attached to a hippo all the time. I get excited because one thing is happening, and then I get really disappointed about other things.

I’m surely going to end up as a sad old git sitting in a chair soiling himself every 20 seconds by time I’m 60, because I’m too dumb to do something about anything.
Anyway, time for me to go.

Peace out.