September 2011
1 post
Saturday 3rd September 2011 04:21
Okay, I still need to keep blogging about shit, I don’t even know what, but fuck it y’know?
It’s been a while, but things have been pretty uneventful in my precious little life. And by precious, I mean shitty. Lately, my illness is still playing up but it’s slowly calming down. I’ve been playing games alot more lately, but not really been downloading them like I used...
June 2011
1 post
Wednesday 15th June 00:08am
So it turns out, I feel like I need to get help with my illness.. After nearly 3 years I thought I’d have everything all figured out, but the only thing I know is I have a vague idea of what triggers it… I want to get proper help.. What to do, what to take, how to manage it, what kind of job could I get that won’t exacerbate it, what other medication could work.. Bleh. I’m...
May 2011
2 posts
Thursday 19th May 2011
So since release, I’ve been playing a game called Terraria. This game originally looks like a 2D Minecraft clone, until you delve deeper into it and it becomes some sort of Castlevania, Metroid, Minecraft hybrid. Pretty much like if Simon Belmont screwed Samus Aran in a shelter they built in a Minecraft world and then had a bastard child together. Well, the second I got into that game, that...
Sunday 15th May 2011
Lol, blogging fail again, not posted in ages.
Okay, so lately I have been quite distant with everyone and I don’t exactly know why, but I know I have. I seem to be neglecting the people who I used to rely on all the time and I’m concerned about what I’m not doing about it. I’m pretty sure everyone has gotten used to me not being around them so I don’t know whether I...
January 2011
2 posts
December 2010
1 post
Just trying to figure out... =/
Okay.. Lately I haven’t really been feeling myself. I have no idea why, but I’ve been feeling a tad bit depressed and lonely the last few days and my head has been fucking around with me all at that point and I don’t get why, and the crap thing is, it is getting worse every day. Nothing substantial has happened lately to warrant this feeling so what the hell is it about..? I...
October 2010
1 post
Just to clear up...
Lately I haven’t been my usual self. But wait, I have my reasons. Some of them won’t be good to some people but this is my life we’re talking about and I need these changes to happen.
Okay so change number one. I have been using the internet less and less for the last few days. Reason being; I need to get rid of my internet addiction and stop it controlling my life. I need to...
September 2010
1 post
As I thought...
Barely anyone is interested, only one person actually said anything about the blog so after this post, I’m just gonna stop. There is no real point to blogging to anything when barely anyone even pays attention or even acknowledges that it even exists.So yeah..
Laters.
August 2010
1 post
It's apparent...
That I have not written a blog post in a good while. This is probably because no one even pays attention to the babbling shit of a 19 year old loser. In all fairness, what exactly is interesting in my life that makes me want to blog about it? Okay, let me tell you some of the things I have been doing as of late and YOU tell me if it is all worth wasting ten to twenty minutes of my life writing so...
June 2010
3 posts
I decided... [22/6/10 @16:49]
Today after thinking that the sun is BLAZING HOT today, that I might start skating again. I mean, I need yet another pass time because I’m getting bored. Because it is the summer, I thought, “Why not? It’s hot, I’m bored, there’s nothing to do.” So now I just have to get off my arse and do it. I haven’t been skating properly in over 6 months because of a...
Eventful couple of weeks.
So I realize that I haven’t been blogging for a while, and I’ve had people bugging me to blog, so here it is.
Okay, so the last couple of weeks, if you read the title, have been pretty eventful. My disease has let up a little for me to enjoy these couple of weeks thoroughly, which I’m thankful for. It all really started off with playing Poker with Jamie, Billy and Potter. After...
The boring days continue..
Lately, I haven’t had much to look forward to. My life is practically at a standstill and I’m randomly walking on the path of life waiting for something new or exciting to bump into me on the way to the gates of hell. Right now, all I’m really looking forward to at the moment is that I’m getting paid next week so I’ll be able to get yet another new game. I’m...
May 2010
12 posts
Meh.
I don’t even know what to say… I mean the 5 days I’ve had with Vik are awesome, but I’m sure things are gonna get a little bit awkward for a while.. Either way.. I shouldn’t let it get to me.
Anyway. I’ve decided to keep trying to sort my life out more, but try sticking with my friends more. I’ve realized that I need my friends more than I let on. I like...
Okay so...
The time that I’ve spent with Vik atm is pretty awesome, despite there being regrets already which I shouldn’t have done, which I feel REALLY bad about. Basiclly, I know Vik likes me, but I didn’t know how I felt about her as I still had leftover feelings for her from like six years ago. We ended up kissing and now I feel bad because I feel like I’ve taken advantage of her...
25/05/10 @ 01:15
Okay, so lately, I haven’t really had anything to blog about, but still I get nagged at by someone to post a new blog entry. Well here it is, happy now?
The last couple of days I have been feeling shit because I SOMEHOW caught a cold during this sudden British heatwave that felt like it wanted to add to my already aggravating sore throat. As soon as the sore throat goes away, my illness...
19/5/10 @ 19:34
I don’t really know what to say in this but I’ll just write this anyway.
Today, I just bought two games for my Xbox. Dynasty Warriors 6 and Samurai Warriors 2. I don’t know why I bought these as I probably would have got bored of them eventually, but hell, who cares. I’ve only played them both a little for strange reasons. I seem to want to play games, but I don’t...
I won’t become the thing I hate, I won’t become you!
– Stabbing Westward - The Thing I Hate
Hmm..
It seems that most friendships can be easily repaired if it was a good or lengthy friendship, which I’m happy about, as I’ve sorted things out with Jay and glad that I haven’t lost him completely. Petty little things shouldn’t get in the way of good friendships because it really isn’t worth it.
Anyway, as usual, I’ve been doing jack shit apart from sitting on...
All my friends are perfect with nothing wrong with...
LOL jk, some of them are twats.
Yeah, if you’re reading, you know who you are. I just find it funny that when you pair are both on your own, you’re actually alright and you don’t end up being the planets biggest pair of dickheads. But when you’re both together, is kind of inevitable that you’re gonna revert back to 5 year old pricks and decide to annoy everyone...
Uneventful 2 days.
Title pretty much says it all. But I’ll still try and make a blog out of this somehow.
The last two days have been pretty uneventful apart from signing on and having Connor stay over 2 nights in a row now and just chilling out really. I have been really tired today, and I do not have any reason why I would be. But then again, I have been lazy most of today, so I’m not actually...
I'm sorry, but what the flying fuck?! [11/05/10...
Let’s just say. I didn’t sign on today because my illness was playing up, so I tried to phone the job center up all day and I still haven’t got through to them. That kind of suggests that there is no one there, right? But somehow this is all my fault because I still haven’t gone to my doctors about my illness. HOW THE FUCK! If there is no one picking up the phone, how is...
Nothing in life that is worth having comes easy
– Dr. Bob Kelso (Scrubs)
I'm gonna be posting this blog in either sections...
@12:09 My day so far: Awful.
This morning I woke up to the same usual feeling in my gut that it completely hates me and doesn’t want to let me do anything. Bad day to pick gut.. Yes, my inflammatory bowel disease is picking on me yet again, but whats so bad about this day I’m guessing you ask? Well today, I need to sign on… If I was to go now, I would currently be 40 minutes...
Lately.. [11/05/10 @ 2:19am]
Lately, I feel like I’m slowly getting my life back on track. I mean.. I still have my job, barely, but still have it, I’m on JSA so I have some form of income until I completely sort out my illness to take on a real job, and my illness IS starting to clear up. But even though I KNOW that my life is getting back on track, I somehow feel that its derailing too.. I currently lack the...
March 2010
1 post
Okay...
It has been like, 3 months since I last posted a blog so I’m just gonna post one just because I can.
Lately, I don’t know what the hell I should or could be doing. My illness is getting to the point where I actually can’t risk getting out of the house much and all I have at home is my PC and Xbox, so there isn’t really much I can do apart from them. I mean, yeah, I could...
December 2009
2 posts
Oh my god...
Okay, I now officially hate christmas for once reason.
My mothers taunting me with a game that I want so I can actually put my Xbox live to use and shes saying ‘Only 2 weeks till Christmas’ …FUCK OFF! Nya! Honestly! I’ve been waiting AGES to get my hands on Xbox Live, and I’ve been waiting AGES to get some decent games to go online with, and now this happens. THANK...
Okay, haven't blogged in fucking time.
Well, there goes my no swears in blogging in the first sentence. Anyway, I really haven’t blogged in time because I actually forgot this existed for the last god knows how long. Another reason being, that I haven’t really had anything interesting to ramble on about all the time. I’ve been stuck at home, for ages because of this stupid illness and I’ve been bored out of my...
August 2009
1 post
God damn it.
This week is even more bullshit then every other week. I mean seriously, first shit happens with one person, then another, then - Y’know what, screw it. I am not even going to bother. I just hope this shit gets better because I am really getting sick of it. If anyone has problems, just fucking sort it! Ugh…
Anyway, I got a new game for my Xbox 360: Warriors Orochi 2. I loved playing...
July 2009
2 posts
Well to be honest...
The past few days have been badass!
I’ve been chilling out with the boys for the past few days, and it actually has been pretty wicked. We’ve had funny times where Connor about set himself alight and singed his pubes. We’ve been burning eachother and fighting and oh my giddey god, my sister has been hanging out with us too! I’m gonna end up going out more because...
Yet again...
I keep forgetting to post blogs. I dont know why, cause I kep checkig tumblr for no damn reason. I realised lately, somethings that happen aren’t meant to be, and before anyone takes that the wrong way, its probably not what you think. Some people tend to follow their eyes and their brain so blindly, they don’t listen to their hearts. I guess thats the mistake of a lot of people...
June 2009
4 posts
Okay...
I just bought the Elfen Lied boxset from Ebay for £15 and I can’t wait for it to get here cause I want to watch it so bad! I’m not even watching it on the net.. Awhh, I wanna get more animes like .Hack//SIGN or Roots now.. But they’re so expensive! £80 for the whole of SIGN! Fuck that! Aha… Anyway.. Tomorrow is hopefully gonna be fun, and I’ll probably not even end up...
You know when shits getting cold when...
You know that everything that you do seems to be something you’ll regret later on… I mean… I do something I’d think would be okay, then end up feeling all quirky about it later.
Anyway, down to this whole bloggy-thingymebob.
Theres no reason for me to have not blogged the last 11 days, but y’know. I couldn’t be arsed to. Currently, I’m still confused as...
Really now...
Whats got everyone so fucking weird lately? Is there something going on that I don’t know about or something? Seriously this whole thing is annoying me cause now thats several people that’ve gone weird on me in the past 7 days, and I don’t know whats caused them to be like that. What did I do?
So recently...
I haven’t been posting at all and theres alot of things that have happened since the last time, and to be glad, I’m actually happy alot of them things happened, even the worst thing. Since I got dumped (Which is the worst thing) I’ve been hanging out with friends more often and doing things that I actually want to do now, instead of doing things that wouldn’t have caused...
May 2009
2 posts